May 2012
50 posts
It's crazy how...
Text messages have the power to make you cry.
Dumb decisions have the power to ruin friendships - deservingly.
Friends care so much about each other (sometimes undeservingly) to the point of anger.
#anxietyattack
… And once again, can’t talk to anyone about it but him…
LOL
Soooo at the cookout yesterday, Krystala and my cousin, Theresa, agreed to give up soda and shopping at Anthropologie, respectively. They want to join me in my challenge/goal of giving up alcohol for the summer. But the catch is, though, we’re all giving up those things for the rest of 2012….
Hahaha uhh… GOOD LUCK TO US!
LIVING IN THE CITY IN THE SUMMER
howdoiputthisgently:
BAHAHA so freakin true. Catonsville sucks!!! I wanna go home :(
I love when my favorite cousin visits from LA. Literally sat on the couch and talked for 4 hours and it was awesome. Just talking to her made me feel so much better about everything.
“well… look who’s home”
“uh, look who’s always home…”
^ LOL, she cracked up when I made a tad fun of my other cousin (her brother)
Yeah things are totally picking up...
One best friend is in Cali
Another best friend is heading to Florida
And my other best friend will be in London in a few weeks.
Stop leaving me dammit! Hahah
It's not the business
… When you’re torn between wanting to text back but knowing they don’t wanna talk to you.
Juliet Simms singing with Automatic...
sonny100days asked: Its about time we got our shit together for real this time...right?
FuckShit
“every word that you say keeps on bouncing around in my head… when all my delusions of grander have turned into bad jokes instead…”
it’s worse than i thought. with everything going wrong in my life right now, losing a friend, at least for the time being, has got to be the worst. i don’t have a car for a few days (especially during a busy time with work and...
Not the break I was expecting
I have the whole day off, but instead of it being relaxing… It’s just straight up more depressing. I went out once for a run which was as pleasant as a run could be. I never noticed the woods and the stream by CCBC so that was nice. But that’s all I can do. Mark said the parts for my car won’t be in until Monday soo there goes another 2-3 days without a car. I’m...
Can’t even cry anymore. I’m all cried out. I think Justin was right… I think I am pretty broken.
What to do now?
As overdramatic as this sounds, I really don’t know why I keep getting second chances to live. I have seriously been in way too many near-death experiences for someone to have - and they’re all because of my poor choices. What the fuck is my life seriously. -_____-
DamnFuck.
I’m too scared to even leave my room right now but I have so much to take care of. :’( 1. My car is not drivable. 2. I don’t have money to get it towed or fixed. 3. I have to be at work at 4, but dunno how I’ll get there. 4. One of my best friends is mad at me. The one who never gets mad at any of the stupid stunts I pull. And I can’t talk to anyone because he’s...
yoko-kevin asked: When was the last time I saw you?
WHEN SOMEONE ASKS WHY I TAKE SO LONG TO GET READY
howdoiputthisgently:
LOLLL I
I am truly my Mother's daughter.
I just don’t like being home. I love my family and know they’ve done and continue to do so much for me. But I don’t feel quite “at home” here. And honestly I probably never will. I feel more at home and at ease anywhere but this place. Sadly. I’m constantly being judged. Things I do or say always get misconstrued. Drama is made out of anything. Everyone is stuck...
WHEN I FIND OUT IT'S GOING TO BE WARM ENOUGH TO...
howdoiputthisgently:
I’M JUST LIKE
When my mom tried to hang out with my friends & I
whatshouldwecallme:
In high school we’d be like,
Now, we’re like,
sometimes i can’t tell whether i’m legit depressed or if my life is just really fucked up. it could may be a combination of the 2. i’ve grown to be such a passive person, especially in the last few months. i always was the person to avoid confrontation, but i feel like i’ve gotten to the point of allowing people to just walk all over me and i’m not a fan of it. i used...
