February 2012
18 posts
People can tell me to do this and to do that all they want, but frankly, that’ll get me nowhere unless I have the motivation myself. I feel like I’ve spread myself too thin and I might even be asking too much to be graduating in May. In writing, everything seemed fine. My schedule seemed bearable. But now that 3 weeks have passed, I’m worried I made too many hasty decisions. I...
I hope you take what I said into consideration because I’m getting a little exhausted and at times uneasy. Mmk, thank youuuuu.
Slowly giving up.
“When I sing ‘Someone Like You,’ I know that every single person in the room will...”
– Adele in the March Issue of Vogue (via vogue)
oh my goodness. adele is amazing.
wail hmph.
i must have some sign on my back that reads “i’m available” or something because things are getting a little out of hand. i guess i’ve just lost my supposed gift of intimidation or maybe i’m just too nice to say i’m not interested. but trust me, i’m not!
i already know it’s not fair for me to have to wait, but it’s what i want to do. whether...
12-hour work day.
Holy moly, what a day. I’m home on a Saturday night too exhausted and unable to walk without being sore.
First, I had major def practice at 10am. Then I had to leave an hour early to make it the basketball game - it was a double header but I had to leave after the first performance of the 2nd game to get to work on time. Then I had my work training day #2 from 4-10pm. AH! I made it though!...
my iTunes always plays such fitting things…...
Yup. It fucking happened once again. It’s my fault for letting myself fall into the trap. This is seriously the last time. You knew of my feelings and you still played with them. And you call yourself a good friend. So fuck you. I’m done.
“You’re the more difficult choice. But you’re the best choice. No one...”
– Wise words of a friend who always has my back and says it like it is
January 2012
33 posts
So sad
I’m at my mommy’s nursing home right now and I just saw a guy in a wheelchair who doesn’t look much older than I am. :(
Gahhh what the heck? It could really happy to anyone, no matter your age. :/
Watchjust getting a lil bored/antsy waiting for the first day of school bahah. don’t judge :(
One year.
Today marks a year since my mom has been sick. Exactly today last year I finished up a basketball game waiting for my mom to pick me up from the back. She always did that so I didn’t have to walk so far. I’m spoiled, I know. Instead of seeing her car, I received multiple calls and voicemails from my family saying my mom was in the hospital and that it was serious. I broke down…...
I wonder if Neon Trees snuck into my life to get...
Here we go again… I kinda wanna be more than friends. So take it easy on me… I’m afraid you’re never satisfied. Here we go again… We’re sick like animals. We play pretend. You’re just a cannibal. And I’m afraid I won’t get out alive. I won’t sleep tonight Oh oh, I want some more Oh oh, what are you waiting for? Take a bite of my...
I need to start thinking/acting like a dude lol....
3 tags
love, sex, relationships
i am definitely far from the expert on all of this, so this is gonna be more of an epiphany post than a preachy/know-it-all kind.
i apologize in advance that this has no meaning or direction… i’m kind of just typing everything as it comes to my head.
i think after the emotional rollercoaster of a year of 2011, i’ve just learned so much about myself and the people around me
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it fucking happened. again.
i’m so over this feeling.
never really imagined myself having such problems.
i keep letting it happen though.
it’s fucking 5am and at this point, i can’t even force myself to fall asleep.
here’s to pinterest.com ‘til the sun comes up maybe.
HAHAHAHA. this song just proves my life is one big...
I hope you have enough respect for me to let me...
stole this from kevin brown!
1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up. 1. Plain White T’s - Rhythm of Love; 2. House Rulez - After Moon; 3. Ke$ha - Blow; 4. S Club 7 - Never Had A Dream Come True; 5. My Chemical Romance - Teenagers; 6. Elvis Crespo - Suavemente (mmm, merengue :) )
2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? Lady Gaga
3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn...
